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Journaling conceptual design trends, mostly as "stream of consciousness" as encouragement. Environmental resolve will teach us peace. Paradox mediation provides the next healthy attitude.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

care to deny it?

We are free to be indifferent but those who have had proper care seem to return the favor. We learn best when we care to.
How do we share understanding?
Awareness is denied until we ask the right question.
The entertainment value of T.V. interviews has become a powerful working model.
Behavior can relate multidimensional image concerns creatively projected.
Denial is the most apparent discomfort exercise.
Good conversation demands attention to balance.
The most important question becomes,
What can you ask yourself comfortably?
This becomes our style of handling dis-ease.
Denial is the bottom-line to our defense system.
I try to avoid using the word "no" to inspire adaptation (of the questioner.)
Honest mistakes can open opportunities to avoid distractions in the future.
Being sorry accesses the feelings to get past the defensive thoughts.
Focusing on the next question (or move) is how the best games extend play.
The best clues to connecting with others could be to consider yourself what you are reflexively judging the other to be.
This is the victimization cycle of trying to be better than . . .
If we all hate self-righteous indignation in others, why can't we control our own?

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

paragraphs reversed from this mornings stream

My first form of expression was to cry when removed from my mother's nourishing environment. The pain of separation seems to be my primary communication motivation. Awareness is a freedom from preprogramming. Taking self-responsibility can feel like losing connection from past securities.

The most therapeutic form of expression seems to be what makes poetry an art. The way words can encourage awareness should be of interest to anyone who is going to parent or manage productively.

The idea of being an author is like surveying the boundaries of mental properties. I hope I am not becoming authoritarian. The authoritarian has the most restrictive boundaries and seems the least prepared for the inevitability of change.

Rehearsing words can be a poetical search for meaning. How much emotional work is done by the thought department? Creating the need for coherence is the role education takes responsibility for. Experience is my main reference point. Points of view become opinions to either play with or take seriously.

It is so interesting to me when I think I think too much. I even think about the voice I use to write. In a way it seems like I am designing a lecture or presentation. Driving in my car alone, I could seem to be talking to someone without the phone.

Monday, August 21, 2006


It was oxymorons that really got me INTO paradox, and which had the better balance in terms of conflict / resolution, it was a work / oppertunity for an equal / individual towards imposed (manditory) freedom from this organized / chaos I felt almost / complete before I made the perfect / mistake, honest / opinion (truthful / bias).


Saturday, August 19, 2006

just say yes

Let me share a conceptual treatment.
I have Borderline Personality Disorder, since it is a new (powerful) understanding. The most simple explanation is when a person's stated standards are different than behavioral examples (paradox). "I always lie."
The tendency to say, "do as I say, not as I do," might be the best clue. The rational intricacy means the smartest people maintain the denial complexes that aggravate the dis-ease.
The best way to take it easy is to admit a reflex to exaggerate and deny. Saying NO is the quickest way to feel power over someone.
The variation that works for self-control is controlling the urge to over-amp or upset yourself. Honesty is the only treatment if truth can cure reality.
Maybe sharing Borderline Personality Disorder is the path to a more cohesive social behavior. Admitting that the established borders are causing disorder might behave as an agent to socialize.
Degrees of social acceptance make some things hotter than others. If honesty was a drug could we make people crave it to escape disorder?
But if this treatment seems heavy and got you lightheaded maybe I did something honestly - yes?


Thursday, August 17, 2006

still . .

Is doing nothing
being no thing?

Sunday, August 13, 2006

neo-con dis-ease

It seems to be time to recognize how change has happened to our government.
The new-conservative ideals (NeoCons) have made some radical differences to our quality of life. The kind of response abilities they took became reactionary enough to leave conservatism behind. The quality of time left for family values while they distract us disregarding rights as far back as the ten commandments means the conservative ideal to limit government needs new considerations.

The use of deception, denial, and threats which has plagued the world with war intentions and took our country into toxic debt turmoil means most Americans have a heightened sense of dis-ease. Even the act of losing ourselves in work has become a kind of therapy for most Americans. The way the more moneyed classes are able to avoid their tax responsibilities show that the real terror trauma is money.

There is a credit for debt imbalance that draws on a "for profit" attitude that is disturbing a majority of self values. The way banks charge us to help the economy shows that the foundation of our economy is getting deteriorated from within. This aggravates a kind of election process that sells a us a candidate (opinion) like a product. There is a product based limitation keeping us in the past that is based on the industrial revolution. Choices have been designed so we can be charged for them.

The best reality lies in the development of the information age and the appreciation of a service industry mentality. To re-establish the spirit of community nurturing has to bring out donated time to learn better feelings that can dissolve status battles. This starts with the respect for the right to opposing opinions so we can approach those within our own human make-up. Emotions confuse thoughts too reflexively. Educational experiencing is balancing our awareness with responsive behavior models.

Learning to check the negating reflexes can help protest progress into helpful observations if punitive expectations can be relaxed. Judgment has the power of disruption when the victim feels victimized. Restorative justice depends on a spiritual trust. The best spirit can come from how freedom is defined. Generosity gives people time to learn for themselves.

Every boss, parent, teacher, etc. has said, "do what I say, (not what I do)." This awareness of double standards (and the ridicule cycle created) is basic borderline behavior disorder. This use of feeling authority to remove conscience (like military boot-camp) undermines the values of family trust.

Sharing the choice to give therapy is the chance to tell hopes and fears in turn. With freedom to be agents of our own(ing the) country we should award ourselves grants in relation to what we feel has been taken from US.

Sunday, August 06, 2006

paradox shocks

When some people say they wish I could change,
They really want me to be more the them.


Wednesday, August 02, 2006

self righteous indignation

The way judgmental behavior acts so concerned is so disconcerting. How intolerent should we be of intolerence?


Tuesday, August 01, 2006

contractors' bradism

I installed the Identity package to more than five hundred Jamba Juice stores. When I arrived to put graphics on the doors, walls, sneeze guards, etc. I had to check in with the job supervisor. He was always swamped with last minute surprises at the time of most pressure. Those who knew me started to realize that my observations could be quite helpful.

It was at a job in Idaho in1984 that I said, “The power of the inability to learn a lesson is the multiplier of the cost to fix it’s results.”

You can’t think (easily) about the complexity of the imagery but a feeling of focus on results develops subconsciously. Conflict resolution deals with the unexplainable. The results are more about getting a balanced feeling, like effective poetry.