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Journaling conceptual design trends, mostly as "stream of consciousness" as encouragement. Environmental resolve will teach us peace. Paradox mediation provides the next healthy attitude.

Thursday, July 11, 2013


Why do we care?
Considering awareness comes from care-givers, the other point of view gives us perspective. Consider how our behavior is judged by how easy-going we seem.
Healthy attitude seems to be the most appreciated character. 
This attention can be to our credit, when it relates. and relative care is how babies survive. 
The quality of care we extend to others was usually entitled inherently. Familiar observations create the traditions we project reflexively, like. "I'm OK how are you?" My parents said, don't let religion get in the way of spirituality" so I was brought up to appreciate the better principles behind the explanations.

This primary reflex is the balanced universe principle behind the Golden Rule, karma, Newton's third law, the relativity Theory, and so many other paradoxical understandings. Curiosity needs to lead us beyond certainty. To see the best paradox for this cycle is by defining life as "constant change."
Awareness seems to be the choice to become critical as a personal urge. The primary pleasure is the feeling of sharing a personal experience in the form of accomplishment (as in development.) Approval is the primary comfort until a discomfort teach us to be critical. The primal cry is for attention. Withholding attention can become defined as evil if pleasure is taken by being responsible for the misfortune of others.

You can't hate something without caring about it. So the opposite of care is indifference. Ignorance is not evil because there is no response abilities developed yet. The most pervertible form of not-caring seems to be denial. 
Denial is the pervasive condition in this phrase, "unless taught otherwise, man tends to love those who love those he loves." 

Sunday, May 26, 2013

When not-knowing works

To see dis-ease is to have it, 
that's how denial became so prevalent 
as the anti-body toxin. 
If disparity is the by-product of desire, 
how can the critical reflex reach appreciation?
Confusion is the anti-certainty conception
when reality tries to reach conclusion(s). 
Admitting ignorance is healthier progress 
than the certainty of most opinion(s) 
which symptomizes domination's inability 
to share as conclusive stages of maturity. 
Wealth and power prove that behavior to be 
obsessive compulsive retardation 
of access to knowing integrity . . . 
To see an ideal is to have the awareness 
that reality is the paradox of constantly changing.

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Sprained finances?

If we want to heal this world, beginning with this country, replace ALL SENATORS with DOCTORS! They would represent a second branch of economy for CARE-GIVING. The money is already owed to the future, because nonexistent entities (the future) can't be responsible as The Senate (for the debt.) Re-derive a value system that supports a republic again. 

At the transition, the Doctors must all have student loans, because that scam must be addressed, as the symptoms of the same special interests that derived the debt. The financial freedoms designed by doctors might include investing in their own practice. Literally paying patients to strive to be healthy, like it is a class. The country should invest in education to the extreme that studying is a legitimate job for everyone. Invest in education and the doctors will be the new "One Percent" of that economic branch. 

The change in attitude this health trend inspires could allow the care-takers branch of economy redemption for their misguided obsessions. Creating the best products again might be encouraged by this new spending power of homogenized economy. Non-profit and profit motives could seem more symbiotic than parasitic. 

I have been reading Madison and how he set up the senate for "Wealthy interests," so if we just change to "Healthy interests" we will need Doctors, pledging to "do no harm."

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

Parallel universe revolution

This is the kind of social-structure I would like to see introduced to this culture by a good mini-series. If we could handle the purest freedom of being a monkey, this would be the perfect model. 
Let me introduce you to the Barast Utopia...

Saturday, January 12, 2013

Comprehension spectrum

Awareness awards interest
interest focusses appreciative qualities
too much appreciation creates preferences
preference develops the critical reflexes
choice develops pathological trends
approval allows relationship response abilities
recognition of partners encourages perspective
perspective demonstrates how integrity is progressive
progress allows conclusions to inspire emerging properties
conception is awareness

Wednesday, January 09, 2013

evolve values

DEBT has become our country's enemy on so many levels.
The weapons we need to fight it are conceptual because debt is about chasing shadows.
The idea that we can make the future responsible for needs we have now has destroyed reason.
Debt represents a kind of gamble that has been rigged to create slavery in the sense that working for an others' benefit devalues humanity.
The American Revolution was a redefinition of colonial debt to the property's owner and what must be paid for self-control.
The revolution today would be to provide the entitlements implied by the right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness and how that relates to financial impositions.

Friday, November 30, 2012


I know I'm more liberal than most but I believe I am balanced enough to believe I am also more conservative than most! The ability to understand these behaviors takes someone who appreciates confusion as the emerging property of reaching new knowledge through integrity.

Friday, November 02, 2012

givng frm care-takers?

Money spent on campaigning indulges unrealistic values!
Is this what is keeping tax-paying from being a realistic support-system?
The "saved" taxes by corporate subsidies just funds the power of individual agents (campaigns) instead of recognizing patriotic integrity. This anti-business symptom should get these corruptors put in a "control group."
Could Congress (especially the lobbyists offices
) be turned into detention facilities? The Supreme Court? The White House? Wall Street? Banks that are "Too Big to FEEL"?
Detain those with obvious symptoms of abuse.
The confusion created by this method keeps us from realizing WHAT we all agree about ~ campaigning money should find better public good to be spent on! (like .com.unity awareness)
What is keeping three branches of government from working is that one branch of financing corrupts the relationship of give and take.

These manipulators show "No Confidence" in allowing a republic of respectful equality to return by the "de-values" of their anarchy which is responsible for our socialistic fears. Self-Confidence is A social value.

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Paradox of Focus

By ALLOWING my desires
to become MORE translucent
I find FREEDOM from despair

Monday, October 15, 2012

Enlighten economy shadows

The role of the banks must be exposed and balanced with what "social security" really means as a concept of ASSURANCE. INSURANCE allows banks to run a kind of gambling casino with your life and values, and if you lose interest they break you until your broke. This is the real separation of public qualities with fear of loss until all the freedoms are tied down in red-tape. Why can't we follow those legal manipulations back to who is ultimately responsible?
A second branch of economy could pay people to realize basic behavior defines the quality of culture. Pay people to appreciate learning and everyone would have a job. Turn the Dept. of Education into a redistribution program of a re-derived debt understanding. Capitalism is a shadow economy that will burn out without enlightenment. Light is the projection of integrity under the banner of equality, and if there are trillions more to scheme on there might be more positive schemes (austerity vs. entitled-care.) This would be foundation to forgive student loans and re-educate insurance gambling and grant creation for bank exploitation. The economic recovery immediacy from all the spending allowed if those paying student loans had that money to spend, could save more than our middle-class. We could afford American made products again!

Wednesday, September 05, 2012


Everybody shows (in their capacity to tell the truth) how much they are lying to themselves. I have so much appreciation I often exaggerate and use that factor to get back to reality with a chuckle at how I take on too much responsibility (or avoid it.)

Thursday, August 30, 2012

Energy dance

Unconditional ENERGY becomes force with conditions.
Awareness might be that first condition energy dances with...

Thursday, July 19, 2012

independence honestly

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

energy power

The unacceptable risk of political values is more evident everyday in that human values are more uncared for. The financial responsibility factor proves money destroys responsibility. How do we credit the only people who know the solution if they don't desire financial compensation? I believe appreciation is a concept that needs to be put in trust as a non-profit economy for care-givers. The care-takers judge themselves by symptoms of critical reflexes. A separate branch of economy needs to be developed as a new balance of energy over power to compensate the previous imbalance. Take the power over energy away!

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

declared military independence

The America as originally designed, had no military budget or standing Army (that's what the second Amendment meant.) George Washington insisted on no standing army. The taxes needed to pay The Rothchilds for The Revolution were taken advantage of by Hamilton, who would help privatize the Treasury department. Jefferson tried to teach that law-making and enforcement were the only reason for taxation and "The Banks" indebted him for not buying into their conspiracy. He knew private interest is a care-taker but a rePUBLIC is a care-giver. He did more to invest in freedom of the press and education than credited to him. His influence on Washington was from the shared apprehension for a standing army because of marshall law tendencies to be undermine republican ideals. 

"It astonishes me to find... [that so many] of our countrymen... should be contented to live under a system which leaves to their governors the power of taking from them the trial by jury in civil cases, freedom of religion, freedom of the press, freedom of commerce, the habeas corpus laws, and of yoking them with a standing army. This is a degeneracy in the principles of liberty... which I [would not have expected for at least] four centuries." - Thomas Jefferson to William Stephens Smith, 1788 

The "change" is to NOT be a government (as we know it, a government can NEVER be a republic because of inequality leaders imply) Jefferson wanted to be an educator, what we need is a therapist! I want Obama to take legal precedent to REboot  The Constitution by repealing ALL LAWS! Obama's sell-out to the banks kept him from being assassinated! but maybe he could take them to account, like ICELAND has done, for $14Trillion that a nonexistent future can't possibly be responsible for without terrorism becoming the industry designed by NeoCons (Cons-piracy). Money-changers have indebted humanity to a point where we must design a credit that only education can be ALLOWANCE for... pay-off student debt and start paying for the "research & development" Universities could become... Doctors would become that 1% of a "Do No Harm" branch of economy! Their "health-care" would be to pay patients to be compliant. Every sick & ignorant person would get credit for their efforts (to be part of "A Practicing Republic.") Government wants to make us a noun (servant) & we need to be a verb (service.) 

Free government?


I hope to see shortly a perfect consolidation, to effect which, nothing shall be spared on my part; short of the abandonment of the principles of our revolution. A just and solid republican government maintained here, will be a standing monument and example for the aim and imitation of the people of other countries; and I join with you in the hope and belief that they will see, from our example, that a free government is of all others the most energetic ; that the inquiry which has been excited among the mass of mankind by our revolution and its consequences, will ameliorate the condition of man over a great portion of the globe. What. a satisfaction have we in the contemplation of the benevolent effects of our efforts, compared with those of the leaders on the other side, who have discountenanced all advances in science as dangerous innovations, have endeavored to render philosophy and republicanism terms of reproach, to persuade us that man cannot be governed but by the rod, etc.

– Thomas Jefferson, letter to John Dickinson, Washington, March 6, 1801; ME 10:217-21

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

judged as you react

some think judgements are feelings but they are the toxic reaction, they could be shit . . .

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

volunteer values

I am worth more than what money has come to represent!